I go by Foxxii in this corner of the web. This is my personal homepage where I post all sorts of things, but the majority of it will deal with issues regarding addiction, mental health, politics, the legal system, cool stuff I like, and pretty much just an assortment of things I care about. There's a blog where I journal my day-to-day life as a person in active addiction to meth. Whoa! Shocked ya there, didn't I? Dont' judge, I'm not some scumbag loser. We're not all lowlifes, ya know. Okay, I get it, the typical addict doesn't do themselves any favor in whooing the masses into showing them sympathy. But ya know what, the most visible ones are the worst ones, as is often the case. There are thousands of us secretly roaming throughout society as active, functioning addicts. You'd never know because we look and act just like you. We're your siblings, your parents, your coworkers, the other moms at school, the lawyers, the judges, the police, the doctors-- addiction does not discriminate.
l'm a bit eccentric, and I can be a little extreme. It's a highly valued character trait that sometimes bites me in the ass. I have a tendency toward self-destrutive behavior and I'm my own worst enemy. BUT, I'm a kind, fun to be around person full of love and empathy with a strong system of morals and values I strictly adhere to. The biggest principle: Harm none.
If you like drug induced insanity and schizo ramblings be sure to follow me. I also post insightful content on a variety of content.
A big part of what I wanna do is create a series of lists to varoius links to cool content you can find online. A huge problem with the modern internet is that the mainstream internet is only showing us a tiny fraction of the content available, pushed by advertisers to get their links to the top result regardless of the quality of content or the services provided. This is a travesty, as it is the first stage of Big Brother censoring what we are allowed to know and consume. Once the authoritarian, totalitarian elite ruling class of the ultra rich control what we can and cannot see, read, and listen to they gain the power to control the narrative in a way never possible before. It means they will be able to tell the average individual what to think, how to think, what's good, what's bad, what's right, what's wrong, and as we all know their influence isn't gonna be a positive, beneficial influence on society. No, it will be the era of mass control and manipulation where the masses are brainwashed into believing falsehoods and worshipping false idols built on the image of cult icons given the illusion of status into the highest ranks of social status through the invisible hand of Big Brother.
We're already in the beginning stages. Both fortunately and unfortunately, I will not be here to witness this shift in the global cultural paradigm. All I can say:
I promise beneath my insane, schizo outer shell I am an insightful and charismatic soul with nothing but good intentions. Do not misinterpret my eccentricity as ignorance, stupidity, fallacy, or malice. That is to do me and many other great minds throughout all of history a grave disservice.
Allow me to explain something most people don't know and refuse to understand: those of us afflicted with disorders that cause symptoms such as voices, shadows, and delusions of irrational belief are more closely connected to the world of spirits and other non-physical entities. I can hear you now, scoffing and writing me off as a lunatic. But let me ask you: if I experience something as if it is real and it effects me the same exact way it would if it were real, in a literal, physical sense, than how is not real? How is possible for me to experience something that doesnt exist? I don't know all the answers, and I never will, but I can tell you firsthand that just because something only exists in your head it doesn't mean it isn't real. To believe that is to deny your gift of creation. It is within our minds we hold the great spark of creation that births all of reality before our eyes. Reality to the human consciousness is nothing more than a flawed interpretation, an educated guess at best, of the external world we are experiencing, if it exists materially at all. You have within your mind your own personal universe that is your consciousnesses interpretation of reality based on a combination of sensory input, emotional states, personal biases and views, and relationships to your environment and the people around you. Your reality isn't REAL--
It's simply a construct created by our minds in an attempt to make sense of the trillions upon trilliong raised to the nth power of nonstop input our minds are being bombarded with every minute of every day. Your reality is nothing more than your brain filtering out what it has decided is the most important and it pieces together a reality based on that.
SO FUCKING CHANGE IT.
xoxo
--Foxxi